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[TheIcelandicManiac]

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[clonetroopers]

a bad person probably wouldn't spell really wrong

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[terrapinsrock]

I just dont know what to do anymore
9 months of party, plethora of prescribed medication and alchol, 3 ruined relationships.
Still madly in love with a girl that doesn't want me.
What should I do?

Do what I do

Drown your disappointment on most days in 30 packs and well tequila

[TheIcelandicManiac]

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[TheVolskinator]

Ice. Don't say shit like that. Of course we'd fucking miss you.

Though I've probably never consumed more than a pint of booze total in my lifetime, I'd wager that lowering the alcohol intake might be the first step on a road to happiness and rainbows. Combining that shit with prescription drugs is bad juju, and I know that despite not knowing shit about medical stuff in general.

There's nothing wrong with you. You sit around the top of the "not fucked up" EiR spectrum. On the topic of love, can't help you there--I have the warmth and charm of a freshly-minted iceberg. The one girl I ever dated (for a long-ass time, at that) I missed for a good long while after we'd broken up. It hurt, it hurt quite a fucking lot. And it took longer than I'd care to admit for me to get over it. But, in the end, I did get over it. In the interim I started avoiding people and turned to vidya games as an escape. I started playing them for hours on end, day after day. It snowballed into my own personal addiction and I was not left in a good place at the end of it.

I let my grades drop, I let mood sour, I turned into such a vitriolic cunt that for a couple of months I was told to go fuck off and not come home. And as everyone around here knows, I still spend way to much fucking time in front of a monitor on a daily basis.

Find a reason to get out of bed every day, even if it's a totally made up bullshit reason, and then fight for it tooth and nail. Like my grandpa told me on his deathbed, clench your fists and tell yourself "I can do it. I can do it." Sinking into a bottle leads to dark, dark places; places best avoided or left in your past. Harden your heart and soldier on, even if it's only day by day.

[TheIcelandicManiac]

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[TheVolskinator]

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[terrapinsrock]

Really Ice, you should come to the states.

A change of scenery and environment really helped me clear my mind when I went through a shitty time a few years ago (ex-gf that I honestly wanted to give her a ring, found her in my bed with another guy).

You should also think about finding a new hobby since finding one that you can enjoy can be therapeutic. Cooking and working on the car definitely kept me sane at times that I never would be.

[clonetroopers]

Hey man, you were in the army, you had to get up at the ass crack of dawn for some reason. I know it sucks but its something you do. I wouldn't hate it  if you came to the states.

[TheIcelandicManiac]

Really Ice, you should come to the states.

A change of scenery and environment really helped me clear my mind when I went through a shitty time a few years ago (ex-gf that I honestly wanted to give her a ring, found her in my bed with another guy).

You should also think about finding a new hobby since finding one that you can enjoy can be therapeutic. Cooking and working on the car definitely kept me sane at times that I never would be.

Drinking and pissing people off is my hobby
Lífið er erfitt

[I2ay]

Woah woah woah, if anyone around here is going to kill themselves, it should be terrapin. You're a pretty okay guy Icelandic, don't do it.

[terrapinsrock]

Woah woah woah, if anyone around here is going to kill themselves, it should be terrapin. You're a pretty okay guy Icelandic, don't do it.

Bitch please I'm awesome.

Yea, Ice if you feel like you want talk to someone, don't hesitate to reach out to me on FB or Skype. 

[TheIcelandicManiac]

Tried to kill myself on Friday, got dragged from the edge of the harbour and when I was trying to get back up to go back I got tackled by a girl that's maybe half my weight.
Got thrown into a police cell and then was let go at about 7 in the morning.
I'm kinda happy I didn't succeed in my miss drunk state but everyone's mad at me now for trying to do it.
They keep telling me it's ok to talk to them but when I do the anger in their voice is to obvious.

I'm at the hospital right now so don't worry guys about me, just that you most likely won't be hearing from me in the near future.

Maybe I'll come play with you guys during Christmas.

[TheVolskinator]

I think that anger is out of fear. Fear for your safety. If you wanted proof of people caring about you, there it is.

That's it, we're moving EiRFest into Icelandic's hospital room. Any objections?

[TheIcelandicManiac]

I'm surprisingly hard to kill, even for myself to try.
No need to worry about me.

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